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Sara "beer and fear" Valestein ([personal profile] alcobrawlic) wrote2017-02-17 07:56 pm
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Week 5; Friday; Milla

[ It's... not exactly the happiest day she's experienced in a pretty shitty week, but as much as Sara wants to keep to herself and drown in her thoughts until they settle down and stop raging around like a hurricane-- she doesn't. Because another part of her doesn't want to be completely alone, as selfish as that feels... and she also has people she needs to check up on.

So here she is, having wandered down over by the water hole, and there she sees her.

There's one. ]


Milla!
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-02-18 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
[she needs to calm down. she needs to get her emotions under control. she can't be like this, can't think like this, she is Maxwell the Lord of fucking Spirits, damn it]

[she needs to focus]

[Milla had never been big on emotions, but her journey with Jude and company back home had taught her a lot about them. that's why she's able to understand her anger and fear over Yuna's death a little better than she would have before. it isn't the first time she's felt this way, but it is the first time the emotion has cut her so deeply]

[she needs to focus]

[Sara finds Milla at the watering hole. her arm injuries have been bandaged, and she's taken a few more painkillers to ease the throbbing of her bruised and cracked ribs. she's swinging Higekiri's sword through the air with determined precision, and although every movement of the weapon hurts, she pushes herself through]

[focus, focus, calm down, be strong, they need you, stay strong]

[she stops once she hears the other woman's voice, gently lowering the sword to her side as she wraps an arm around her ribs]


Ah-- Sara?
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-02-18 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
[she hesitates, because Maxwell has never been known to "take a breather." even so, her body had given out on her earlier, and it's screaming at her again to take a chill pill, woman. so, with a deep breath (one that makes her wince a bit), she nods. the sword slips back into the sheath]

. . . I suppose I could spare a few minutes. I am a little tired.

["a little"]
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-02-18 03:44 am (UTC)(link)
[but fronting is how she keeps strong!! most of the time]

[she sighs, a bit defeated. Sara's right. she's exhausted]


I forget how fragile human bodies can be sometimes. It seems as though they break with even the slightest amount of force.

[yes because cannonballs and coyotes are "slight." either way, she feels like this wouldn't have happened if the Four were with her right now]
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-02-18 04:16 am (UTC)(link)
[that actually gets her to chuckle as she takes a seat next to Sara. she moves. . . very gingerly, because bending her torso huuuuurts]

I've noticed. But the human spirit can spur the human body to move forward, even when it's past its limits.

[Milla no don't talk like that you're gonna kill yourself one day]
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-02-18 05:52 am (UTC)(link)
You sound a little bit like The Four.

[huffs! Sara and Barnham both, to be honest. why is she being scolded aaaaah]

. . . but to be fair, you have a point.
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-02-18 04:46 pm (UTC)(link)
They are, although sometimes they feel more like obnoxious in-laws.

[BUT SHE SAYS THAT FONDLY, so!!]

[the amusement in her tone fades pretty quickly when Sara brings up tomorrows trial]


We do. And it won't be easy. [a pause] . . . and before anyone gets caught up in trying to find Yuna's killer, I'll clarify right here and now that it was the coyotes.
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-02-18 05:26 pm (UTC)(link)
[GOD DAMN COYOTES]

It is.

[runs her hand over her bandaged arms]

It could have been far worse for us than it was. But that in and of itself is strange, don't you think?
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-02-18 05:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[a nod]

The coyotes seemed very intent on attacking Yuna, not Jason nor I. It was as though they were attempting to take her out. Specifically.
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-02-18 05:51 pm (UTC)(link)
[closes her eyes, frustration appearing in lines in her brow]

I don't know.

But Yuna was attacked by coyotes the night she stayed out with Shinnosuke. I wonder if, perhaps, she just finally pushed her luck too far.
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HDU no j/k i'll backtag forever!!

[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-02-26 07:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[it makes sense, all things considered. it would've been the third time Yuna had attempted to spend the night outside, and only Milla's second time]

If it's against the rules to guard the person in the stocks, then why wouldn't the Sheriff tell us that from the very beginning?

[she knows the answer to that question already, though. the Sheriff hasn't always been the most upfront about important information, even if Milla is pretty sure he's not a liar]
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-02-27 04:31 am (UTC)(link)
I hate to say it, but you're right.

[she doesn't bother masking the annoyance in her words. although "annoyance" feels like too light of a description for her feelings right now]

. . . Yuna didn't deserve what happened to her. She was bright, cheerful, and very kind.
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-03-01 12:45 am (UTC)(link)
No one deserves to be here. Of that I am certain.

[a frustrated noise]

When I first arrived here, I told the Sheriff I intended to kill his employers to prevent them from running a game like this ever again. I'd like to follow through with that promise, but. . .

[how can she when she's still trying to figure out how to stop all this murder and madness?]
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-03-01 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
[TOO MUCH MURDER]

. . . the four killers from last night.

I imagine two of them were Bandits. [as they usually were] But it's concerning to know we have at least one person here who is content to kill multiple times without the aid of a role.
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-03-02 01:46 am (UTC)(link)
[ah. . . Milla perks up a bit in concern at that]

Home. . .? Does this sort of thing happen frequently where you come from?
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-03-02 03:11 am (UTC)(link)
Greed isn't a much better motivator than boredom.

[honestly]

I hope there are people who have dedicated themselves to protecting the towns from these criminals.
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-03-02 05:28 am (UTC)(link)
Oh! I see. That's good of them, then.

Are you a Bracer, Sara?
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-03-03 11:10 pm (UTC)(link)
Is there a reason you couldn't do both?

[the jobs don't seem mutually exclusive to Milla]
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[personal profile] thatsthespirit 2017-03-04 04:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[oh, yeah, that seems fair enough]

I'm sure your students will miss you when you return to your travels. But I'm also sure you'll be an asset in protecting the people from danger.